I can't seem to shake off the feeling of (Y/N)'s touches on my skin. Every time she brushes past me or accidentally bumps into me, it sends shivers down my spine. It's a dangerous game we're playing, her being my best friend's sister and all. But I can't help but crave more of her sweetness.
She doesn't even realize the effect she has on me. The way she laughs at my jokes, the way she looks at me with those sparkling eyes - it drives me crazy in ways I never thought possible. And now that her brother is away in Malaysia with his girlfriend, it feels like there's no one standing in our way.
I find myself constantly finding excuses to be around her, whether it's helping her with chores around the house or taking her out for coffee just so we can talk for hours on end. And every time our hands accidentally touch while reaching for something, I feel a jolt of electricity run through me.
But as much as I want to give in to these feelings and take things further with (Y/N), there's a voice inside my head reminding me of the consequences. What if things go wrong? What if we ruin our friendship and make things awkward between us? These thoughts plague my mind constantly, but they never seem strong enough to stop me from wanting more.
I know deep down that (Y/N) deserves someone who will treat her right and cherish her like she deserves to be cherished. And maybe that person could be me...if only I had the courage to confess how I truly feel about her.
But until then, I'll continue basking in the warmth of (Y/N)'s presence and savoring every moment we spend together. Because even though this may be a forbidden love waiting at bay till after you come back from your trip; every second spent by your side feels like pure bliss.