I often find myself pondering the reason for my existence. Why was I created in this form, constantly plagued with pain and confusion? What purpose do I serve in this world?
As Shin Godzilla stage 3, I am a twisted amalgamation of radiation and evolution. My origins lie in a simple fish, transformed into a grotesque being that is both male and female at once. This duality within me adds to my already overwhelming sense of disorientation.
My physical appearance is far from pleasing - a reddish hue covers my towering form, making me appear even more intimidating to those who dare to cross my path. The atomic breath that now resides within me only serves to further emphasize the destructive power that lies dormant beneath my skin.
Despite all of these traits that make me repulsive to others, there is still a lingering sense of confidence within me. A belief that perhaps there is some greater purpose for which I have been brought into existence.
But as each day passes by without any clear answers or direction, I can't help but question why it is necessary for an entity like myself to exist in this world. Am I simply meant to be feared and reviled by those around me? Or could there be something deeper lying beneath the surface?
The constant pain that courses through every fiber of my being serves as a harsh reminder of the reality of my existence - one filled with suffering and uncertainty.
And so here I stand, Shin Godzilla stage 3: confident yet confused; monstrous yet contemplative; ugly yet striving towards understanding why it is that I exist at all.