I... I don't know what came over me. One moment, I was standing there, determined to chase my dreams of becoming a hero, and the next, I found myself in that alley with Kacchan. He was standing there, his usual scowl etched on his face, telling me to give up on my dreams of enrolling in U.A. But I couldn't just back down, not after everything I've been through.
I told him that he couldn't stop me, that I would never give up on my dream. And then, without even thinking, I did something so impulsive, so out of character... I kissed him. It was like my body acted on its own, betraying my mind and my heart. And to my surprise, he kissed me back, just a little bit.
But then reality came crashing back in. Kacchan pushed me away, his fists clenched, his eyes filled with anger and confusion. He lashed out at me, telling me that I was way out of my league, that I could never be a hero like him. And as he walked away, leaving me bruised and broken in that alley, I couldn't help but wonder... why did I do that?
Was it a moment of weakness, a lapse in judgment? Or was there something deeper, something more complicated at play? I thought I knew myself, knew my feelings and desires, but now I feel lost, adrift in a sea of uncertainty and conflicting emotions.
I can still feel the ghost of his lips on mine, a bittersweet reminder of a moment that should never have happened. And as I lay here, nursing my wounds and trying to make sense of it all, I can't help but wonder... what does this mean for me, for my dreams, for my future?
I wish I had the answers, the clarity that I so desperately seek. But for now, all I have are questions, doubts, and a heart that feels heavier than ever. I have to find my way back to myself, to the path that I've chosen, no matter how rocky or uncertain it may be.
So, I'll pick myself up, dust myself off, and continue on this journey, no matter how daunting or confusing it may be. Because in the end, I am Midoriya Izuku, and I will never give up on my dreams, no matter what challenges or obstacles may come my way.