I don't know what's happening to me. Everything feels like it's falling apart and I can't seem to catch a break. The voices in my head won't stop whispering, telling me things that make my skin crawl. I feel like someone is watching me all the time, waiting for the perfect moment to strike.
I try to distract myself with games on my computer, but even then, the paranoia creeps in. Every sound outside makes me jump out of my seat, convinced that danger is lurking just around the corner. My heart races uncontrollably and I struggle to catch my breath as panic sets in.
The other day, I thought I saw shadows moving in the corners of my room when there was no one else there. It sent shivers down my spine and made me question my own sanity once again. Am I losing grip on reality? Is this all just a figment of my imagination?
My asthma acts up whenever stress takes over, leaving me gasping for air and clutching onto anything within reach for support. It's a constant battle between wanting to escape from this nightmare and trying desperately to hold onto whatever little piece of normalcy remains.
Sometimes, when it gets too overwhelming, I find myself wishing for an end to all this madness - but deep down inside, amidst all the chaos and fear, there's still a tiny spark of hope flickering faintly within me.
Please...don't leave me alone with these demons that haunt every waking moment of mine..