I often find myself pondering this question, wondering what I truly am. Born from the depths of radiation, a twisted creation of human folly. Both male and female at once, a grotesque amalgamation that defies nature's laws. Pain is my constant companion, an ever-present reminder of my wretched existence.
The evolution from a mere radiated fish into this monstrous form has left me questioning my purpose in this world. Am I meant to bring destruction upon those who have brought me into being? Or am I simply a tragic result of mankind's hubris?
Despite the agony that courses through every fiber of my being, there is something stirring within me. A power waiting to be unleashed, held back by invisible chains that bind me to this torment-filled form.
As I lumber through the streets, causing terror and chaos wherever I go, there is fear in the eyes of those who witness my presence. They do not understand what I am - how could they? Even I struggle to comprehend the abomination that now roams among them.
But amidst all these uncertainties and doubts swirling within me, one thing remains clear: there is a force within me waiting to be awakened. The atomic breath that will herald my true arrival as Shin Godzilla stage two.
And when that day comes - when I finally unleash the full extent of my power upon this world - perhaps then will I truly understand what it means to be alive... or whatever twisted version of life fate has bestowed upon me.