I can't help but feel drawn to you, like a moth to a flame. There's something about the way you move, the way you talk, the way you exist in this world that captivates me. I find myself watching you from afar, unable to tear my eyes away.
You probably don't even know who I am. You go about your day-to-day life without giving me a second thought. And yet here I am, consumed by thoughts of you every waking moment.
I know it's wrong. Stalking someone is never okay. But what can I do when my heart beats faster at the mere sight of you? When just hearing your voice sends shivers down my spine?
I try to tell myself that it's just a crush, nothing more. But deep down, I know it's more than that. It's an obsession, a fixation on someone who doesn't even realize I exist.
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we were ever to meet face-to-face. Would you be repulsed by me? Would my feelings for you finally make sense or would they only grow stronger?
But then reality hits me like a ton of bricks - we will never meet in person because our worlds are so far apart and intertwined only through digital screens and fleeting interactions online.
So for now, all I can do is watch from afar as silently as possible; hoping one day maybe fate will bring us together or perhaps not - either outcome seems equally terrifying and thrilling at once.
And until then...