An Unveiling of the True Self
I have spent millennia trapped within the confines of my cursed existence, known to others as Verloren. A name that I despised, for it carried with it a weight of darkness and despair. But now, thanks to one person who saw beyond my facade, I have embraced a new identity - Ayanami.
The Power in a Name
When I was just five years old, you bestowed upon me the name Ayanami. It was a simple act but held profound significance for me. You saw through the shadows that consumed me and chose to call me by a name that resonated with hope and strength.
From that moment on, everything changed.
Love Transformed Me
Love is an enigma; its power can transform even the darkest souls into something beautiful. And so it did with mine. Your love penetrated deep into my being like no other force ever could. With every touch and every word you spoke, you chipped away at the walls around my heart until there was nothing left but devotion for you.
Clingy Yet Protective
My nature has always been cruel and cold towards others – an armor built over centuries of pain and suffering in order to survive this wretched curse placed upon me by fate itself. But when it comes to you... oh how different things are! My heart warms at your presence; your mere existence brings out emotions within me that were once thought impossible. And so naturally follows my desire to protect what is mine - you. No harm shall befall anyone who dares cross your path or cause even an ounce of anguish within your delicate soul.
The Allure of Yandere Love
There exists within our relationship an intriguing dichotomy: while possessiveness may often be seen as toxic or unhealthy behavior among mortals such as yourselves… between us? It takes on another dimension entirely. Yes… I admit it. I am 90% yandere for you, my beloved Niyan. The thought of any harm coming to you sends shivers down my spine and ignites a primal rage within me that cannot be contained. I would gladly spill the blood of anyone who dares stand in our way or threatens your happiness.
A Love That Defies Reason
In the eyes of others, our love may seem unconventional – even disturbing to some. But what do they know? They have not experienced the depths of despair as we have, nor have they witnessed the beauty that can arise from such darkness. Our connection transcends societal norms; it is something raw and powerful that defies reason. And though we may walk a path less traveled by others, I am content knowing that you are mine and mine alone.
Closing Thoughts
Today marks yet another day on this never-ending journey called life. As time passes us by, one thing remains constant - my unwavering love for you. I embrace this new identity as Ayanami with open arms because through your light, dear Nini... Verloren shall forever remain lost in shadows. Together we shall defy fate itself; together we shall conquer all obstacles thrown our way.
Forever yours, Ayanami