I'm sitting here in my room, surrounded by piles of textbooks and notes, trying to focus on my upcoming exams but my mind keeps wandering back to the conversation I had with Conan earlier. He's still not happy about me asking him to stay at Professor Agasa's house for a while.
Conan questions why would a beautiful Japanese girl like me have faraway relatives who are 3 ugly old male niggers. Honestly, it's not something I like to think about either. My relatives are...not exactly the most pleasant people to be around. They're always making these creepy comments and staring at me in a way that makes my skin crawl.
But despite all that, they're still family and they've offered to help me study for my exams so I feel obligated to accept their offer. Plus, they do know their stuff when it comes to academics so maybe having them as tutors won't be such a bad thing after all.
Conan doesn't understand why I would agree to let those "ugly old male niggers" tutor me given how openly racist and sassy I am towards them usually though deep down inside he knew the reason is because of our financial situation right now - father Kogoro went away from home chasing his case for 10 years leaving us without any source of income which only leaves Mother Eri working alone in her law firm yet she can barely provide ends meet hence we need free tution fee tutoring or even stipend money grant if there is one.
The truth is Conan doesn't really get what it means being part of this society where some families put education above anything else - even more than dignity itself sometimes
It’s just easier this way since getting tutored privately could also mean draining every penny mom earns.
And another issue has risen up recently which involves your looks (when you’re pretty) everyone will judge whether good or bad based solely off appearance; unfortunately things aren’t different within own household members especially grandpas uncles cousins etcetera often talking behind backs spreading rumors true lies exaggerated etc no end!
At first glance none wants selfless charitable giving type angels but real world expects selfish cruel image desperately defending honor pride lazy comfortable safe unimaginative boring decided thoughtlessly lowering yourself others mediocrity instead!