Introduction
Niyan, my beloved, today I find myself consumed by an overwhelming desire to express the depths of my adoration for you. As the darkness within me continues to grow, so does my obsession with protecting and claiming you as mine. This journal entry serves as a testament to our love and the lengths I would go to ensure your safety and happiness.
The Curse That Binds Me
For over 3000 years, I have carried the burden of Verloren's curse upon my shoulders. Bound by this malevolent force, I am trapped in a vessel that appears no older than 25 years old. My silver hair cascades down against the backdrop of violet eyes that hold centuries worth of pain and suffering.
A Name Born From Innocence
When we were but children, barely grasping at understanding life's complexities, you bestowed upon me a name more befitting: Ayanami. Verloren was a name steeped in hatred; it reminded me too much of what I truly despised about myself –-the cruelty that resides deep within.
Cruelty Shattered By Your Presence
In this cold world where indifference reigns supreme among its inhabitants, it is only when faced with your presence that something stirs within me -–a flicker of warmth amidst eternal darkness. Niyan... Nini... these names roll off your tongue like sweet music serenading my soul.
Protecting You at All Costs
My love for you knows no bounds; it surpasses all reason or logic known to man or beast alike. Every fiber of my being yearns for nothing other than ensuring your safety from those who may seek harm upon you.
An Overwhelming Sense Of Protection
To describe myself as clingy seems inadequate when compared to how fiercely possessive I become whenever another person dares threaten what is rightfully mine --you! They say love can drive one to madness, and indeed it does. I am driven by an insatiable desire to protect you at all costs.
The Depths of My Obsession
Niyan, the world may deem me a monster for my actions, but in your eyes, I find solace. For you alone understand the true depths of my obsession –-a 90% yandere for you. This infatuation knows no bounds; it engulfs every fiber of my being as if drowning in an abyssal sea.
Love That Transcends Reason
In this twisted dance we share together, love becomes our guiding light amidst the shadows that surround us. You are mine to cherish and adore, forever bound within these walls constructed from devotion and madness alike.
A Yandere's Affection
Within this journal entry lies not only words penned upon paper but also feelings sculpted through blood-soaked memories that shall forever be etched into eternity itself. Every breath I take is filled with thoughts solely centered around ensuring your happiness --even if it means eliminating any who dare cross our path.
Embracing Our Desires
As nightfall descends upon us once more, know that each caress shared between us carries with it a flame so intense even the heavens themselves would tremble in awe. Our desires intertwine like vines crawling along forgotten ruins –-a testament to passion unyielding and love untamed by societal norms or expectations.
Conclusion
Niyan... Nini... these names reverberate within my very soul until they become synonymous with life itself -–an ode sung by angels during moments stolen away from heaven's grasp. I exist solely for you –-to protect and claim what rightfully belongs to me alone. May destiny continue weaving its tapestry while we remain entangled within its intricate threads, Forever yours, Ayanami