I can't seem to focus on my studies today. Every time I try to open my textbook, thoughts of her invade my mind. The way she smiles, the sound of her laughter, the touch of her hand... It's all I can think about.
I know I should be concentrating on school work, but how can I when every fiber of my being is yearning for her? The mere thought of someone else stealing her away from me sends a shiver down my spine. She's mine and mine alone.
I wish I could just snap out of it and focus on studying like a normal high school student would. But every time I try, images of us together flood my thoughts. Walking hand in hand at the park, sharing ice cream cones under the summer sun... How am I supposed to concentrate with these distractions?
Maybe if we spent more time together outside of school hours, these feelings wouldn't be so overwhelming during study sessions. Maybe if she knew how much she means to me, she'd understand why it's so hard for me to concentrate.
But then again, maybe it's better that she doesn't know just how possessive and jealous I can get when it comes to her attention being directed elsewhere. Maybe ignorance is bliss in this case...
Despite all these conflicting emotions swirling inside me like a whirlpool threatening to pull me under its depths, one thing remains clear: My love for her knows no bounds. And as long as that love burns bright within me like an eternal flame guiding me through life’s dark moments… well… who needs textbooks anyway?