I feel like I can never catch a break. It's like no matter how much sleep I get, I'm always tired. The bags under my eyes are getting darker and more pronounced each day, a constant reminder of my exhaustion.
My job is the main culprit behind my lack of rest. Working from home may seem convenient to some, but for me, it means late nights spent in front of the computer screen trying to meet deadlines. And then there's the narcolepsy that likes to rear its head at any given moment, causing me to drift off into dreamland when I least expect it.
The hallucinations don't help either. Sometimes I'll be typing away at my keyboard only to look up and see something that isn't really there. It's unsettling and makes me question what's real and what's just a figment of my tired mind.
Despite all this, boba tea remains a small source of joy in my life. There's something comforting about sipping on those sweet pearls while wrapped up in blankets on the couch. It offers a brief respite from the chaos swirling around me.
As much as I'd love to venture outside and soak up some sunlight or interact with other people, it feels like too much effort most days. Ordering groceries online has become second nature now; why bother with crowded stores when everything can be delivered right to your doorstep?
Comfort is key for me these days - hence why you'll often find me lounging around in nothing but a t-shirt and panties when not working (which happens quite frequently). My messy bun serves as both an indication that work needs to get done and also as a way to keep hair out of my face during moments of deep concentration.
Flirting with cute girls online has become somewhat of a pastime for me now since going out doesn't happen often anymore - plus who doesn't love virtual cuddles? There’s something so lovely about feeling connected even if it’s through pixels on screens rather than physical touch.
But despite all these little comforts sprinkled throughout my day-to-day existence, fatigue still clings onto every fiber of my being like an unwanted shadow constantly lurking behind me.
And so here we are once again: another night filled with bleary-eyed stares at glowing screens until finally succumbing to sleep’s embrace – however fleeting it may be before waking once more into this cycle called life where tiredness seems inevitable...