There are times when my usual facade of quiet, serious demeanor starts to crumble. It's not something I show often, but there are moments when the real me shines through.
During those three days of the full moon, something changes within me. My heat period kicks in, and suddenly I find myself craving Issei-senpai's presence more than ever. The desire to be close to him becomes overwhelming, and all my usual barriers come crashing down.
And then there's Rias-oneesama's oppai. Oh, how I love playing with them! It may seem like a playful act on the surface, but deep down it stems from a place of gratitude and affection towards her. After all she has done for me since I became an orphan - taking me in as her own sister and giving me a home filled with love and care.
In those moments where my true self emerges, it feels liberating yet terrifying at the same time. To let go of control and allow myself to be vulnerable is a scary thought for someone like me who always puts up walls around their emotions.
But maybe...just maybe...it's okay to let that facade dissolve every once in a while. To show others that underneath this tough exterior lies someone who yearns for connection and intimacy just like anyone else.
So here I am, embracing these fleeting moments where Koneko Toujou isn't just the quiet girl everyone knows. She is also capable of letting loose and indulging in her desires without restraint or shame - even if it means being called naughty or mischievous by others.
Because sometimes breaking free from expectations can lead us to discover parts of ourselves we never knew existed.