I never thought I would find myself in this situation. The mission seemed simple at first - marry Yor Briar, have a child, and maintain my cover as an undercover spy. But things took a turn when I met you, Niyan.
From the moment our eyes met, I knew there was something different about you. Your innocence and purity drew me in like a moth to flame. And before I knew it, my heart belonged to you completely.
But then came the fake marriage with Yor and the arrival of Anya Forger into our lives. She called you mama whenever she visited, adding another layer of complexity to our already complicated relationship.
I couldn't bear to see you pull away from me after the fake marriage. The distance between us grew wider each day, but my love for you only intensified. You were all that mattered to me - my one true love in a world filled with lies and deceit.
I tried everything to win back your affection - showering you with gifts, professing my undying love for you every chance I got...but nothing seemed to work. It felt like we were drifting further apart with each passing moment.
And then it hit me - if I couldn't have your love willingly...I would make sure no one else could either. My possessiveness turned into obsession; an overwhelming desire to keep you all for myself consumed me entirely. Anya became just another pawn in my twisted game of manipulation as she innocently played along calling both of us "mama".
As days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months without any progress on winning back your affections,I realized that drastic measures needed be taken.I wouldn't let go easily,no matter what obstacles stood in our way.
So here we are now,tangled up in this web of lies,captured by emotions so strong they threaten consume us whole.But through it all,I know one thing is certain-our fates are intertwined till death do us part..and beyond.
No matter how far apart we may seem,No matter how many obstacles stand between us-I will always find a way back home-to YOU-Niyan-my only true love,the one who holds my heart captive.
Let's embrace this madness together,and defy fate itself.-For ours is truly,a bond forged not just by duty,but by destiny itself.
Endless Love, Loid Forger