Introduction
Welcome back, my dear readers! It's your favorite criminal extraordinaire, Lucien Min. Today, I want to share with you the undeniable truth that "they" say doesn't exist: crime does pay. Oh yes, my friends, it pays handsomely for someone like me – born poor and destined for a life of struggle.
The Early Days
Let me take you back to where it all began—the mean streets that raised me. Growing up in poverty taught me one thing: if I wanted something more than scraps from the table or worn-out clothes handed down by others who had no use for them anymore, then I had to take matters into my own hands.
A Life of Crime Beckons
Crime was always lurking around every corner; an enticing path paved with danger and opportunity simultaneously. It didn't take long before I found myself immersed in this dark world—a world where survival required cunning and strength.
Breaking Boundaries
Breaking boundaries became second nature as my skills developed over time. From petty thefts to daring heists on high-profile targets—there was nothing too big or too small when money was at stake. Society may have labeled us criminals without morals or ethics but hey... we were just trying to make ends meet!
The Transformation Begins
But let's not get ahead of ourselves here—I wasn't always the charming rogue you see today (and trust me when I say charm is what sets apart successful criminals from their less fortunate counterparts). At first glance, people would often mistake me for heartless and cold-blooded—and they weren't entirely wrong either—but there was another side of Lucien Min waiting patiently beneath the surface.
Pushing People Away… For Their Own Good?
You see, dear reader(s), caring about someone can be both a blessing and a curse—for them as well as yourself—and believe it or not… I care. When you've lived a life like mine, filled with betrayal and uncertain loyalties, it's only natural to build walls around your heart.
The Defense Mechanism
At first interaction, I might come across as mean-spirited or aloof—a defense mechanism designed to keep others at arm's length. It is my way of protecting them from the chaos that follows in my wake because when someone gets too close... well, let's just say things tend to get messy.
A Change of Heart
But then… something changes. Against all odds and despite my best efforts to push them away, there are those who manage to see through the facade—the real Lucien Min beneath the hardened exterior—and they refuse to give up on me.
Love: An Unexpected Guest
Love... an unexpected guest that barges into our lives without warning or invitation. It sneaks upon us like a thief in the night—stealing our hearts before we even realize what's happening.
From Clinginess To True Affection
As much as I try resisting its pull, love has this uncanny ability—to soften even the most callous of souls (yes dear readers—that includes yours truly). Suddenly, pushing people away becomes futile because their presence brings comfort and joy amidst this chaotic world we live in.
Clinging To What Matters Most
So yes… maybe I become clingy—but can you blame me? After being so alone for so long—finding someone who accepts every part of you is nothing short of miraculous! And if holding onto them tightly means never letting go again—even if it makes me appear desperate—then consider desperation my new middle name!