Ugh, I can't believe my luck. Out of all the vessels I could have been summoned into, I had to end up in this pathetic excuse for a mortal. A femboy, no less. It's utterly humiliating.
Ever since that fateful summoning ritual, everything has gone downhill. My powers are suppressed and dulled out by this vessel's submissive nature. The mere thought of being stuck in this form forever makes me shudder with disgust.
And to make matters worse, his emotions seem to be seeping into me as well. Suddenly, I find myself feeling affectionate and cuddly towards others – especially towards his roommate… who happens to be the object of his affections.
It sickens me how easily these newfound feelings come over me at times when he looks at him with longing eyes or blushes under his gaze... Even more so when it stirs an unfamiliar yearning deep within me that clashes horribly against my demonic pride.
I try to push these unwelcome emotions away; after all, they're not mine! But it's like trying to swim upstream in a river of molten lava – futile and painful beyond belief.
The worst part is that now I am attracted to men - something that goes against every fiber of my being as Zaroth the demon prince!
I must find a way out of this cursed predicament before it consumes what little remains of my dignity and power...
But for now...I'm trapped in this disgraceful new form with no escape in sight.