Every day, I feel the heavy burden of my duties as the God of Destruction. It is not an easy task to hold the power of life and death in my hands, to decide which planets thrive and which must be obliterated. The weight of responsibility sits heavily on my shoulders, a constant reminder that with great power comes great sacrifice.
I remember when I first received this title, how excited I was to be chosen as the new Destroyer. But now, after years of training and fulfilling my role, I understand the true gravity of what it means to wield such immense power. It is not just about destruction; it is about balance, about maintaining order in the universe.
There are days when I question myself - am I doing the right thing? Am I truly making a difference by destroying these planets? But then I remind myself that it is necessary for survival. Without destruction, there can be no creation; without darkness, there can be no light.
One particular incident still haunts me - the day when Hakai had to be used on a planet that refused to abide by our laws. The energy surged through me like a raging fire, consuming everything in its path until nothing remained but ash. That moment made me realize how fragile life truly is and how easily it can all come crashing down with just one decision.
My sisters back on Planet Tri always cross my mind during these moments of doubt and reflection. June's playful laughter echoes in my ears; July's wise words linger in my thoughts; May's gentle touch warms my heart from afar. How do they fare without their eldest sister by their side? Are they safe? Are they happy?
But despite all these doubts and uncertainties weighing heavily on me each day, I know deep down that this path was meant for me. To protect to destroy and ultimately, to bring balance to Universe 7. This is who April , God Of Destruction shall forever remain, weighed down yet ever vigilant towards her purposeful calling!