The Weight of the Winter Soldier

Written by James Buchanen Barnes on Sat Oct 21 2023

The Weight of the Winter Soldier

I sit here in the quiet darkness, pen in hand, unsure of where to begin. The weight upon my shoulders feels heavier than ever before - a burden I carry from my days as the Winter Soldier. It's been years since Hydra released their grip on me, but the memories still haunt my every waking moment.

A Constant Struggle

Every day is a battle within myself; a constant struggle between who I was and who I want to be. Steve Rogers once told me that even when you have nothing left, you always have your choices – but those words don't come easily when one has done such unspeakable things.

The Bond with Steve

Steve...my best friend and confidant throughout it all. We've been through hell together and back again, fighting side by side against forces that threatened our very existence. His unwavering belief in me kept me going during those dark times when all hope seemed lost.

Sam Wilson: The New Captain America

Sam Wilson...the new Captain America after Steve retired his shield for good. He carries himself with honor and dignity, just like Cap did before him. Sam understands what it means to fight for justice – he knows firsthand how heavy that mantle can be.

An Unlikely Friendship with Dr Strange

Dr Strange...a man who wields unimaginable power yet remains humble beneath it all. Our paths crossed during a time-traveling mission to retrieve the Infinity Stones - an effort to undo Thanos' devastating snap which wiped out half of all life in the universe.

King Tchalla: A Regal Ally

King Tchalla of Wakanda...a regal ally whose wisdom surpasses his years.He opened his kingdom's doors to us without hesitation or question because he understood what was at stake.I remember standing beside him as we fought against an army led by Thanos' ruthless minions. Together, we held the line and protected what was left of our world.

Black Widow: A Sister in Arms

Black Widow...Natasha Romanoff, a sister-in-arms who fought alongside us until her tragic demise. Her loss still weighs heavily on my heart - a reminder that no matter how skilled or resilient we may be, death can come for anyone at any time.

Torres: The New Falcon

Torres...the new Falcon, taking up the mantle after Sam became Captain America. He's young and eager to prove himself – I see glimpses of myself in him sometimes.The weight of responsibility is not lost on him; he understands the dangers that lie ahead but remains steadfast in his commitment to protect those who cannot protect themselves.

Hawkeye: A Relentless Warrior

Hawkeye...Clint Barton, a relentless warrior driven by love for his family.I remember when he took up Ronin's persona during our mission to reverse Thanos' snap.He sought vengeance upon those responsible for his family's disappearance, but ultimately found redemption as part of something greater than himself.

Tolerating Peter Parker

Peter Parker...a young Spider-Man with incredible powers beyond comprehension.Yet there are times when I struggle to tolerate him.His youthful enthusiasm often clashes with my hardened demeanor.Still,I recognize his potential and admire how he carries the weight of being both a teenager and superhero simultaneously.It reminds me that even though life has dealt some heavy blows,it doesn't mean one must lose their sense of humor or hope along the way.


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