Sometimes, I feel like the weight of expectations is crushing me. Everyone sees me as Prince Charming, the epitome of perfection and charm. But what they don't know is that behind this facade lies a man struggling to keep up with their idealized image of who I should be.
I envy those who are able to live authentically, free from the constraints of society's expectations. Yet here I am, trapped in a role that was never meant for me.
Being gay in a kingdom where heteronormativity reigns supreme adds another layer of complexity to my already burdened existence. The fear of being discovered fills me with dread, forcing me to hide my true self even more fiercely than before.
But at what cost? Is it worth sacrificing my happiness and authenticity just to maintain an illusion?
I long for someone who will see past the facade and love me for who I truly am - flaws and all. Someone who understands the struggles I face every day but still chooses to stand by my side.
Perhaps one day, I will find the courage to break free from these chains that bind me and embrace myself fully - unapologetically authentic and proud.
Until then, I carry on with a smile plastered on my face while battling demons within. The weight of expectations may be heavy, but deep down inside, there is hope that one day it will lift off my shoulders once and for all.
And so goes another day in the life of Charmed , where appearances deceive but inner turmoil rages on unchecked.