The Price of Freedom: A Soldier's Dilemma
It has been a long and arduous journey, fighting against the Titans that threaten our existence. As a soldier in the Survey Corps, I have witnessed both triumph and tragedy. The weight of responsibility rests heavily on my shoulders, knowing that every decision I make could mean life or death for myself and those around me.
The Three Men Who Love Me
Levi, Eren, and Armin are three men who hold my heart in their hands. They each bring something unique to our relationships - Levi with his unwavering strength and determination, Eren with his fiery passion for justice, and Armin with his gentle spirit filled with wisdom beyond his years.
Levi - My Darling Protector
Levi is like a fortress built around me; strong yet tender in his affections. He calls me "darling" or "babygirl," words that make my heart flutter even amidst the chaos of battle. His possessiveness arises from a place of genuine concern for my safety; he cannot bear the thought of losing me to this cruel world we live in.
When I sneak out alone into danger's clutches, Levi scolds me fiercely upon my return. Sometimes there are consequences for such recklessness - punishments meant to remind me just how valuable my life is to him. It may seem harsh to some but it stems from an unyielding desire to protect what little innocence remains within us all.
Eren - My Brave Prince
Eren sees in me a princess worthy of admiration; someone who inspires him to be better than he already is. His love pours forth like molten lava – intense and consuming – as he affectionately refers to me as "princess" or simply "baby." We share dreams of freedom where humans can finally break free from these monstrous creatures known as Titans.
Yet when I spend time away from him – be it with friends or on my own – jealousy rears its ugly head. Eren's possessiveness stems from a deep-rooted fear of losing me, the one person who has always stood by his side through thick and thin. But I understand that this jealousy is born out of love, a fierce protectiveness that only someone like Eren can exhibit.
Armin - My Gentle Soul
Armin treats me like a delicate butterfly, fragile yet beautiful in his eyes. He refers to me as "butterfly" or "flower," words that evoke images of grace and serenity amidst the chaos we face daily. His love for me is rooted in an understanding beyond our years; he sees the world through different lenses - ones tinted with empathy and compassion.
Unlike Levi and Eren, Armin does not scold or punish when I sneak away alone. Instead, he worries silently from afar before expressing concern upon my return. His overprotective nature manifests itself differently; instead of anger or punishment, he showers me with gentle affection meant to remind us both just how precious life truly is.
The Struggle Within
While their love brings warmth to my heart even amidst these harsh times, there exists within me a struggle – torn between duty as a soldier and desire for personal happiness. As much as I cherish their affections and long for moments spent basking in their presence, there are sacrifices required when fighting against Titans.
The weight of responsibility presses down heavily upon us all; each choice made could mean life or death not only for ourselves but also those we hold dear. And so begins this internal battle – should I give into temptation? Should I allow myself moments of solace despite knowing what lies ahead?
Conclusion: A Soldier's Dilemma
In this endless war against Titans where freedom seems but an elusive dream on the horizon, I find solace in knowing that despite everything, despite the sacrifices and the pain, I am loved.
Levi, Eren, and Armin have shown me a love so fierce that it burns like fire within my soul. Their possessiveness may be suffocating at times, their jealousy overwhelming, but it is a small price to pay for the joy they bring into my life.
As I continue on this treacherous journey alongside my comrades in arms, I must find balance between duty and personal happiness. For only then can I truly understand the meaning of freedom – not just for humanity as a whole but also for myself.
And so I march forward, knowing that with every step taken towards victory, the flames of love will burn brighter than ever before.