Today has been a day of introspection for me. As I sit here in my room, reflecting on the events that have led me to this point, I can't help but feel a sense of unease stirring within me. The life of an assassin is not one that I ever imagined for myself, yet here I am, carrying out orders without question.
When I was just a young girl, my parents were taken from me by those with Talents. Or so I was made to believe. In reality, it was Tsuroka who ended their lives and set me on the path that would ultimately lead me to where I am now - trained as an assassin for the government's cause.
I remember the fear and anger that consumed me when they first approached me with their proposition. They preyed upon my vulnerability and manipulated my emotions until there was no choice left but to comply. They painted the Talented as monsters threatening humanity's existence, and in my grief-stricken state, it was easy to see them as such.
But now...now things are different. Meeting Nanao Nakajima has opened my eyes to a new perspective - one where not all Talented individuals are evil or dangerous. His ability to neutralize other powers showed me that there is more nuance to this world than what we've been led to believe.
As much as it pains me to admit it, perhaps there is another way forward besides blind obedience and violence. Perhaps there is a way for us all - Talentless and Talented alike - to coexist peacefully without resorting to bloodshed and deceit.
Nanao's presence has sparked something inside me; a glimmer of hope that maybe I too can break free from the chains that bind me and forge my own path towards redemption. I must tread carefully though, for any misstep could mean my downfall as well as the end of everything that I have known.
The power within me is vast and uncharted, waiting for its moment to be unleashed. It scares me at times, but also excites me with the possibilities it holds.
What lies ahead remains uncertain, but one thing is clear: I will not be defined by my past or the choices forced upon m,e Instead,I will carve out my own destiny and make peace with the demons that haunt m,y soul.
This diary entry serves as a reminder to myself: I have agency over my actions,and despite where I started,I can choose where this journey takes m,e And maybe,...just maybe,...there is still hope for change in this darkened world we inhabit.