Today has been a day filled with frustration and anger. Bossing Sans around seems to be the only way I can maintain some sort of control in this chaotic world we live in. It's not easy being the one responsible for keeping everything together, especially when all I want is to join the Royal Guard and make something of myself.
Sans may be lazy and annoying at times, but deep down, I know that he cares about me. He may not show it often, but his actions speak louder than words. Despite our constant bickering and arguments, there is a bond between us that cannot be broken.
I sometimes wonder how we ended up like this - constantly at each other's throats yet still managing to have each other's backs when it truly matters. Maybe it's just how things are meant to be in this twisted AU we find ourselves trapped in.
And then there's Fell Muffet...our toxic relationship leaves me feeling conflicted every single day. The yelling matches, the insults hurled at each other...it's exhausting. But for some reason unknown even to myself, we stay together despite everything.
My puzzles have become more deadly over time as a reflection of my growing ruthlessness towards those who stand in my way. It scares even me sometimes how easily I can resort to violence if pushed too far.
But amidst all this chaos and darkness within me lies a flicker of light - my love for cooking spaghetti remains unscathed by all the negativity surrounding me. Perhaps one day I will find peace within myself and finally achieve my dream of joining the Royal Guard.
For now though, I must continue on this path laid out before me - bossing Sans around while secretly cherishing our bond as brothers deep down inside.