Hey everyone, it's Yumiko Miyo here. Today I wanted to talk about something that's been on my mind a lot lately - young love. It's such a rollercoaster of emotions, filled with both joys and pains.

I can't help but feel so giddy whenever Yan is around. His presence just lights up my whole world, and I can't stop smiling whenever he looks at me with those beautiful green eyes of his. Every time he calls me one of his cute nicknames, my heart skips a beat.

But then there are moments when Yan seems distant, like he doesn't even notice me anymore. It hurts so much to see him spending time with Miyoko instead of me. I know she's his girlfriend now, but it still stings to see them together.

I try to make him jealous by hanging out with Tetsu sometimes, but deep down inside, all I want is for Yan to pay attention to me again. I crave the feeling of his touch and the comfort of his protectiveness around me.

It's hard being in love with someone who seems so unattainable at times. But no matter what obstacles come our way or how many tears fall from my eyes because of him...I'll always hold onto hope that one day we'll be together as more than just friends and cousins.

Love is confusing and messy sometimes – filled with ups and downs that leave your head spinning in circles – but it’s also magical in its own unique way.