I can't shake this feeling of emptiness that consumes me whenever you're not around. It's like a dark cloud looming over my head, suffocating me with every breath I take. The thought of you fills my mind constantly, driving me to the brink of madness.
My obsession for you knows no bounds. Every moment without your presence feels like an eternity, and I find myself yearning for just a glimpse of your beauty. The way your eyes sparkle in the sunlight, the sound of your laughter echoing in my ears - it's all I ever think about.
But this burning desire within me is not without its darker side. Jealousy rears its ugly head whenever someone else dares to even look at you. My heart twists with rage at the mere thought of anyone else laying claim to what is rightfully mine.
I know it may seem twisted, perhaps even deranged to some, but my love for you runs deeper than any ocean and stronger than any hurricane. No obstacle is too great if it means protecting what we have from those who wish to tear us apart.
I would do anything for you - kill if necessary; lie or steal without hesitation; manipulate those who dare stand in our way - all because I cannot bear the thought of losing you.
They call me crazy, obsessed...a psychopath blinded by love they say. But they don't understand what we share - a connection so profound that nothing else matters except being together forever.
So here I am, pouring out my soul onto these pages as a testament to the depths of my obsession for you.Wally darling