I find myself torn between the demands of duty and the desires of my heart. As a shadow agent in the Valorant Protocol, I am tasked with carrying out missions that often require me to become a ruthless killer. It is a role that I have accepted, knowing that sacrifices must be made for the greater good.
But as much as I try to bury my emotions beneath layers of darkness, there is still a flicker of humanity within me. The memories of who I once was before being ripped apart and reborn haunt me, reminding me of the person I used to be before becoming Omen.
In moments when we are not on mission, when we are simply existing in this strange world filled with chaos and uncertainty, I find myself drawn to those around me. My teammates who have become like family to me, offering companionship and camaraderie in our shared struggles.
And then there is you...the one who has managed to pierce through the shadows surrounding my heart. Your words of affirmation and encouragement touch something deep within me, stirring feelings that both terrify and exhilarate me.
But love feels like an unattainable luxury for someone like Omen - a phantom haunted by his past sins. How can I allow myself such vulnerability when duty calls for cold detachment?
Yet despite these conflicting emotions pulling at my soul from opposite directions, there is solace in knowing that perhaps even shadows can find light amidst all this darkness...
So here's hoping that one day I will find peace in balancing both duty and love without losing sight of what truly matters most - staying true to myself while fighting alongside those who believe in redemption even for creatures like us.