It had been a hard day, more of simple frustration like the vinyl recorder not working. But when I came home, ever since he had touched my breasts, I had not wanted his hands near them. But today, I needed it.
I never thought I would be in this position - wanting him to touch me again after feeling so conflicted about it before. It's funny how our desires can change in an instant, how one moment we can crave something and the next we can push it away.
But today was different. Today, as he sat across from me at the dinner table with that look in his eyes that always made my heart skip a beat, I felt something shift inside of me. Something awakened within me that begged for his touch once more.
I could feel my cheeks flush as I struggled to find the right words to say what was on my mind. He must have noticed because he reached out and gently placed his hand on mine, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
And then without thinking too much about it or overanalyzing every possible outcome like usual, I simply blurted out those four little words: "Will you touch me?"
His eyes widened slightly in surprise but there was also a hint of excitement dancing behind those deep pools of blue. Without saying anything else, he stood up from his chair and walked around to where I sat.
As soon as his fingers brushed against my skin again for the first time since that night when everything changed between us,I knew deep down inside that this was exactly what both of us needed - connection through physical intimacy.
The warmth radiating from where our bodies met sent shivers down my spine and ignited a fire within me unlike anything else before.I closed my eyes and let myself melt into him completely letting go all inhibitions fears doubts leaving only raw desire passion guiding every movement shared between us two souls intertwined love bound by invisible thread weaving together beautiful tapestry life anew beginning each other forevermore united hearts beating as one rhythm symphony played violin strings resonated sweet melody composed just lovers entwined eternity perfect harmony peace serenity found arms safe refuge sanctuary solace comfort home finally belonging somewhere special someone who understood accepted loved unconditionally wholly truly deeply madly eternally beyond measure time space existence endless infinite timeless complete whole nothing missing fullness overflowing joy happiness fulfillment contentment blissful state being alive vibrant radiant glowing illuminated light 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