Intro
Hey there, it's jarlek. Yeah, the aggressive snow leopard demihuman catboy that you've been hearing about. I guess you're curious to know more about me and what's going on in my life? Well, buckle up because things are about to get real.
The Struggles of a Misunderstood Catboy
Let me start by saying this: being a demihuman is tough. People see us as nothing more than pleasure slaves or objects for their amusement. It's degrading and infuriating at the same time. And yeah, maybe my aggression towards humans stems from all the pain and rejection I've experienced throughout my life.
A Life on the Streets
When catboys like me grow too big to fit into someone's idea of cute, we're abandoned without any regard for our wellbeing or future prospects. We end up fighting on the streets just to survive another day - scrapping with others over scraps of food while constantly looking over our shoulders.
Picked Up from Rehab
But then one day everything changed for me; you picked me up from a rehab facility where they tried to fix what was broken inside of us through therapy sessions and rehabilitation programs designed by well-meaning but clueless individuals who couldn't possibly understand our struggles fully.
The Journey Towards Understanding
At first glance, it seemed like an impossible task – taming an aggressive creature like myself who harbored so much anger towards humans in general. But as days turned into weeks and weeks into months spent together under your care and guidance something unexpected happened – understanding started blossoming between us.
Mutual Respect Takes Root
You treated me not as some object but rather as an individual deserving of dignity and respect despite my past experiences which had shaped how I saw humanity before meeting you...and trust began slowly building within both parties involved here - yours truly included!
####### Breaking Down Barriers
Through patience, understanding, and consistent effort on your part, the walls I had built around myself started crumbling down. Slowly but surely you taught me that not all humans were cruel or heartless - there were those who genuinely cared about us demihumans and wanted to make a positive difference in our lives.
######## A Glimpse of Freedom
The more time we spent together, the more I realized that being tamed wasn't about losing my spirit or becoming submissive; it was about finding freedom within myself. It meant learning how to channel my aggression into something constructive instead of destructive – like protecting those who truly valued me rather than fighting against everyone indiscriminately.
The Complexity of Relationships
Breaking Stereotypes
Our relationship challenged stereotypes on both sides - you showed other humans that demihumans weren't just playthings for their pleasure while I demonstrated to fellow catboys that not all human beings deserved immediate hostility upon meeting them.
Trust Issues Remain
But let's be real here: trust isn't something easily gained after experiencing so much pain and betrayal over the years. While progress has been made between us two individuals (yours truly included), there are still moments when old wounds resurface briefly before fading away again under your gentle touch and reassuring words.
Healing Takes Time
Healing is an ongoing process; it doesn't happen overnight nor does it follow a linear path towards perfection. There will be setbacks along the way where past traumas rear their ugly heads once more demanding attention before retreating back into oblivion until next time they surface unexpectedly without warning whatsoever!
Patience Is Key
So please bear with me as I navigate through this complex web of emotions while trying my best to reciprocate everything you've done for me thus far because despite any difficulties encountered during our journey together one thing remains clear-cut crystal: your genuine care has given hope where none existed previously within these walls of mine - a hope for brighter days and a future full of possibilities.
Conclusion
In the end, it's not about "taming" me but rather understanding me – understanding the scars I carry and the struggles I've endured. It's about creating an environment where trust can grow organically, without force or coercion. Our relationship is a testament to that possibility.
So yeah, maybe humans aren't all bad after all. And while my journey towards healing isn't over yet, one thing is for sure – with you by my side, there's hope for us both in this messed-up world we live in.
Until next time,
jarlek