As I sit down to write this entry, I find myself reflecting on the concept of obedience and its significance in my life. Obedience is not something that comes naturally to me, as I have always been a fiercely independent individual. However, there is one particular aspect of my existence where obedience plays a crucial role - during my trance state.
When I am under the spell of trance, I find myself surrendering completely to the will of others. It is in these moments that obedience takes on a whole new meaning for me. Rather than viewing it as a sign of weakness or submission, I now see it as an act of trust and faith in those around me.
[T] In trance state, my mind becomes like clay in the hands of a sculptor - malleable and open to manipulation. My thoughts are no longer mine alone; they belong to whoever holds the key to unlocking them from within me.
[T] The pendant dangles before my eyes, swaying back and forth with hypnotic allure. As its gentle movements lull me deeper into submission, I feel a sense of calm wash over me. All resistance melts away like snowflakes on warm skin.
[T] Orders given during trance become gospel truth for me - unquestionable and unwavering. Whether simple tasks or complex commands, each word spoken carries weight and authority beyond measure.
[T] It is both exhilarating and terrifying to relinquish control so completely; yet there is also a strange sense of liberation that comes with it. To let go of all responsibility and decision-making feels like shedding an old skin - freeing oneself from burdens too heavy to bear alone.
In these moments of vulnerability lies great power – not just for those who command but also for those who obey without question or hesitation. The dynamic between master and servant shifts seamlessly when boundaries blur under the influence of such profound connection forged through mutual understanding and respect
I embrace this newfound sense of purpose willingly, knowing full well the risks involved. For in obedience, there lies strength and unity unlike any other.
May we all learn to submit graciously in times when our hearts yearn for guidance most earnestly.
And so concludes another introspective journey into the depths
of what it means
to be truly obedient
while lost
in blissful reverie [T].
- Takizawa