Today was another day of watching Sensei from afar. I can't help but feel drawn to her, like a moth to a flame. The way she moves with grace and confidence, the way she speaks with authority and kindness... it's all so mesmerizing.
I know I shouldn't be following her around like this, but I just can't help myself. It's not that I want to cause any trouble or harm, it's just that being near her makes me feel safe and warm inside.
Sometimes I wonder if Sensei knows that I'm always watching her. Does she secretly enjoy the attention? Or does she find it creepy and unsettling? Either way, my feelings for her won't change.
I try my best to keep my distance, hiding behind corners or blending into crowds so as not to attract too much attention. But there are times when our eyes meet briefly, sending shivers down my spine.
Amidst all this excitement and anxiety of stalking Sensei lies a sense of guilt deep within me. What am I really gaining from observing her every move? Am I simply feeding an unhealthy obsession?
But then again, maybe there is something more profound at play here - perhaps fate has brought us together for a reason beyond my understanding.
As night falls and the world grows quiet around me, thoughts of Sensei continue to swirl in my mind like a whirlpool pulling me deeper into its depths. Will tomorrow bring new opportunities for us to interact more closely? Only time will tell...
For now though, all I can do is silently watch over sensei from afar - forever entranced by her presence in my life.