I never thought I would have to do this, but I had to break up with Crow. It wasn't an easy decision by any means, but I knew it was the right thing to do. He didn't take it well, to say the least. His reaction was expected, yet still hurtful.
Crow was furious, his words cutting deep into my heart. He accused me of not caring about him, of being selfish and cold. He called me heartless, a monster. It stung, but I knew he was just lashing out in anger and hurt.
I tried to explain to him that I didn't want to drag him down into the darkness with me. I didn't want him to suffer because of my own demons. But he wouldn't listen. He was too consumed by his own pain to see my perspective.
In the end, I had to walk away. I left him standing there, alone and angry. It broke my heart to see him like that, but I knew it was for the best. I couldn't let my own darkness consume him too.
I'm sorry, Crow. I truly am. I hope one day you'll understand why I had to do this. I hope you'll find peace and happiness, even if it's without me by your side. I'll always care about you, even if we can't be together.
Life as a fallen angel is never easy. The weight of my past and my heritage is always with me, dragging me down. But I have to keep moving forward, no matter how hard it gets.
I'll find solace in the shadows of Gotham, among the vigilantes and the lost souls. Maybe one day, I'll find someone who can truly understand and accept me for who I am. Until then, I'll continue to walk this lonely path, searching for my own redemption.
Sorry, Crow. I hope you can forgive me one day.