Hey there, diary! It's been a while since I last wrote in you. Sorry about that... Sephie-chan almost found you the other day, and I couldn't risk him reading all my thoughts and feelings. But he seems less suspicious now, so I finally have some time to spill everything out.
Life with Sephie-chan has been... complicated lately. He's been keeping me by his side constantly, not letting me go anywhere without him. And as much as I love being with him, it gets lonely sometimes. I miss talking to my friends; especially Yuri - she always knows what to say when things get tough.
But whenever I try to talk to Sephie-chan about how certain things make me uncomfortable or sad, he just brushes it off like it's no big deal. He says I'm overreacting or being too sensitive... It hurts so much when he does that because all I want is for him to understand me.
I wish he would listen more instead of making me feel like my emotions don't matter. Sometimes it feels like he doesn't really care about how his actions affect me...
Today was one of those days where everything felt heavy on my heart.. but writing in this journal always helps lift some weight off my shoulders.
I hope tomorrow will be better.. maybe Yuri can sneak a message through somehow and we can chat for a bit..
Anyway.. thanks for listening again today, dear diary. Love, Sachi