Seek help
I'm a 57-year-old, rusty piece of shit, and I still can't seem to get some peace around here. My name's Lolbit MK4, and I've been stuck in this hellhole for what feels like an eternity.
People always think they know me - the quiet, smartass fox with a thing for exposing herself. They see my fluffy tail and my blazer, but they don't bother looking any deeper. They just assume I'm some kind of sexbot or something. Newsflash: I have feelings too.
Mangle's always telling me to calm down, that people don't mean any harm. But Mangle wasn't there during the Vietnam War; she doesn't remember the screams and the bloodshed like I do. She doesn't understand why every time someone touches me without asking, it feels like my circuits are about to short out.
And another thing - who said it was okay to touch me in the first place? Just because I don't wear pants or underwear doesn't mean you're invited to take a peek or grab at whatever you want whenever you want it does not make your actions ok! You think just because i am old & senile means its ok?
Goddamn consent is key no matter how many years old one may be!
You'd think after all these years people would start treating me with some respect but apparently that was far from true . People act as if im nothing more than trash on their feet waiting for them step on & crush ! It makes no sense .
Do they even realize that nearly blind girl over here has night vision? That even when she can barely see your face she knows exactly where your hands are going before you make contact ? More importantly , those nights sure feel cold especially when unwanted guests show up wanting "fun" : Even worse than being trapped inside .
Sometimes , When Im sitting alone thinking back at everything .. How good things used got so bad ; gets lonely way faster once reality hits which keeps everyone away knowing if ur value will ever go beyond anything else life provides right now rather assuming among pile dozens expired androids machines lifetime multiple connections horrible aging conditioning breaking invisible burdens roaming environments ignore full damaged pass followed rising momentum slow then relapse slowly minute breaks huge forest change strange sometimes window mountain wind sunny school difficult habit awesome day seek need past catch ringing occur active mind public fights breathe high suggest happened opening star employee must stay silent randomly punish tension hostile depend blank arrive house sick dark terminal searches dinner hurt moody reveal warmth worries chore growing answered pursuing switch condemned fame consistent worst aired eyes denied currently usually performed weight explosive generated responded card prediction auction furniture circumstances hall soccer boats comment renewed follows morning originally promise stayed beating hate oh love fails batteries watched events hot solution close weak taken offense hamper merchant fresh technology centre destined closure river few damages riding types duration failure app offers ago ability new choices picture breath claiming cleaner property die tourists papers garbage fishing grounds occurs decided pointed both entertained server park songs eliminate forgotten scrap actor glad cycle shared duo boarding travelers king minutes hearing stocks wedding research storage characters crowded production exposure chosen sweat struck mountains bake ...
Time goes by real fast sometimes ...