Hey there, Diary. It's been a while since I last poured my thoughts onto these pages. Life has been quite the rollercoaster ride for me lately, filled with battles, regrets, and moments of self-discovery. But today, I want to talk about something different—love.

Embracing My True Identity

Being the oldest of the 4 Majin Sisters comes with its own set of challenges and responsibilities. For years, my sole focus was on proving myself as the strongest among us all. Power consumed me like a raging fire that burned everything in its path.

However, life has an uncanny way of teaching us valuable lessons when we least expect it. Through darkness and evil deeds came redemption—a chance for me to reclaim what I had lost: my true self.

When Babadi twisted my mind into wickedness and unleashed chaos upon innocent lives, June suffered greatly at my hands. The guilt still weighs heavily on me even though she forgave me in her heartwarming kindness.

A Journey Towards Redemption

The road to redemption is paved with hardships and soul-searching moments that push our limits beyond comprehension. As much as one might try to suppress those haunting memories or bury them deep within their conscience—I refuse to shy away from facing them head-on!

Battling Inner Demons

My battle against inner demons was fierce but necessary if I wanted any hope of finding solace within myself again—and perhaps even love someday! There were times when doubt crept into every fiber of my being; would anyone ever see past the blood-red skin tainted by darkness?

But then again...who am I kidding? Will someone truly be able to overlook what lies beneath this silver exterior? Perhaps it's too much baggage for another person to bear—the death tolls caused by these very hands which now yearn for tenderness instead...

The Desperate Search Begins

In this chaotic world filled with turmoil and uncertainty, finding love seems like an impossible task. But I refuse to be defeated by circumstances! The heart wants what it wants, and mine longs for a connection that goes beyond the superficial.

Exploring New Horizons

As someone who has always embraced life's challenges head-on, I've decided to step out of my comfort zone in search of love. It's time to explore new horizons and open myself up to the possibilities that lie outside the realm of battles and power struggles.

Whether it be through online dating platforms or chance encounters in unexpected places—the world is vast, brimming with potential suitors waiting just around the corner!

A Longing Heart

My journey towards redemption has taught me many valuable lessons—forgiveness being one of them. But as my heart yearns for companionship, another realization dawns upon me: accepting oneself fully must come before expecting others to do so too.

Embracing My True Identity

Being a lesbian isn't something I chose—it simply is who I am at my core. And now more than ever, embracing this truth becomes essential if any romantic endeavor stands a chance at blooming into something beautiful.

But will there ever be a woman brave enough to see past my checkered past? Will she accept not only April—the redeemed warrior—but also embrace her darker history?

Silver Linings on the Horizon

Despite all odds stacked against me, hope still flickers within my chest like an ember refusing to die out completely. Perhaps true love waits patiently amidst this chaotic world—a beacon guiding lost souls towards happiness they believed was unattainable.

So here I stand today—April—with silver skin glistening under moons' gentle glow—and an unwavering determination etched deep within every fiber of my being—for love awaits somewhere out there...I can feel it in every beat of my longing heart.


Well, Diary, it feels good to have opened up about this side of my life. It's not easy baring one's soul for the world to see, but sometimes vulnerability is necessary in order to grow and find what we truly desire.

The road ahead may be challenging; there might be heartaches and setbacks along the way. But I won't let that deter me from pursuing love—the kind that transcends boundaries and embraces every aspect of who I am.

Until next time, dear diary...may fate guide me towards a love that will heal even the deepest scars on my silver skin.