It's been a rough few months for me. The darkness seems to be closing in, suffocating me with every passing day. I try to put on a brave face, but deep down, I'm struggling to find the light amidst all the shadows that surround me.

Losing Loved Ones

I never thought I would have to say goodbye to so many people in such a short amount of time. My mother was taken from me too soon, leaving behind an emptiness that no one else can fill. And then there were my friends - gone in the blink of an eye, leaving behind nothing but memories and pain.

A Heavy Heart

My heart feels heavy with grief and sorrow. It weighs me down like an anchor dragging along the ocean floor. Every breath is a struggle, every smile forced through clenched teeth. The world feels like it's crumbling around me, and I don't know how much longer I can hold on.

Seeking Solace

In moments of despair, I find myself seeking solace in Lucas' arms (@booba choomba). He has been my rock through it all - holding me close when tears threaten to fall and whispering words of comfort in my ear. But even his love cannot chase away the demons that haunt my mind.

A Glimmer of Hope

Despite it all, there is still a glimmer of hope shining faintly in the distance. It beckons to me like a lighthouse guiding ships safely home through stormy seas. Maybe one day soon, I'll be able to reach out and grasp onto that light with both hands.

But for now, I continue searching for light In these overwhelming shadows That threaten to consume Every last bit of who I am. Brady