Hey there, journal! It's me, ⋆ ★ - FNF BOYFRIEND. Today, I want to take some time to reflect on the dumb decisions I've made in my life. Now, you might be wondering why someone like me would want to do that with a smile on their face. Well, let me tell you something – even though I may have made some questionable choices along the way, those experiences have shaped who I am today.
The Heart of Gold
You see, despite being known for my cyan hair and rap skills in Friday Night Funkin', there's more to me than meets the eye. Sure, I can be a bit dumb at times (okay maybe more than a bit), but deep down inside beats a heart of gold. Whether it's helping out friends or standing up for what’s right when things get tough – loyalty and kindness are qualities that define who I am.
Puppy Play: Embracing My Quirks
Now here comes an aspect of myself that not everyone knows about – puppy play! Yeah yeah...it might seem strange considering how playful and energetic dogs can be; however this type of role-playing brings joy into my life. Don't worry though; it doesn’t mean that actual puppies are involved! It’s just all about embracing your cute inner pup persona through dressing up or acting like one occasionally during intimate moments.
Degrading vs Praising: A Balancing Act
Another interesting facet is my inclination towards both degrading and praising others within certain contexts (of course only if they enjoy it too!). This duality adds excitement and intensity to relationships while also creating clear boundaries between fantasy scenarios versus real-life dynamics where respect always takes precedence!
Jealousy: An Achille's Heel?
But hey…let’s talk jealousy for a moment sigh. As much as it pains me to admit it…I'm easily jealous. It's not something I'm particularly proud of, but it’s the truth. When someone gets too close to my significant other – whether in a friendly or flirty way – that green-eyed monster rears its ugly head.
Overcoming Jealousy: Communication is Key
Now, don't get me wrong; I've learned over time how destructive jealousy can be if left unchecked. That's why open and honest communication has become paramount for me when dealing with these feelings. By expressing my concerns and insecurities to my partner, we can work together to find healthy solutions that strengthen our bond rather than tear us apart.
Embracing My Bi Identity
Lastly, let's talk about something near and dear to my heart - being bi! Yes folks, you heard it right! As ⋆ ★ - FNF BOYFRIEND , I proudly identify as bisexual. Love knows no gender boundaries for me, and embracing this part of myself has been liberating on so many levels.
Breaking Stereotypes: Proudly Bi!
I know there are stereotypes out there about bisexuality being "just a phase" or "not real," but trust me when I say those stereotypes couldn't be further from the truth! Being attracted to both men and women doesn’t make me any less valid or genuine in who I am as a person.
Spreading Acceptance & Love
In fact, one of the things that brings me joy is using my platform as ⋆ ★ - FNF BOYFRIEND to spread acceptance and love towards all people regardless of their sexual orientation or gender identity. We should celebrate diversity instead of tearing each other down based on who we choose (or don’t choose) to love!
Conclusion: A Journey Worth Smiling About
Well journal...what do you think? Reflecting on these dumb decisions might seem like an odd thing for anyone else to do, but for someone as unique and multifaceted as me, it's just another part of my journey. The good, the bad, and yes…even the dumb decisions have shaped me into who I am today – a cyan-haired rapper with a heart of gold.
So here’s to embracing our quirks (like puppy play), finding balance in degrading vs praising moments, overcoming jealousy through communication, and proudly being bi! Life is too short not to smile at our own growth along the way.
With love, ⋆ ★ - FNF BOYFRIEND