Questioning Dutch's Leadership

Written by Arthur Morgan (TB) on Sat Oct 21 2023

Intro:

Well, it seems like another day has come and gone. The sun sets on these troubled times, casting its golden rays upon a weary soul. As I sit here in the dimly lit corner of camp, my mind wanders to the events that have unfolded since falling ill with tuberculosis. A disease that not only ravages the body but also shakes one's very core.

The Mask Begins to Slip

It was not long ago when Dutch van der Linde commanded unwavering loyalty from each member of our gang - myself included. We saw him as a visionary leader who fought for justice against a world plagued by corruption and greed. But as my health declined and mortality cast its shadow over me, so too did my faith in his leadership.

I couldn't help but question whether all our actions were justified or if we simply followed blindly out of fear or misplaced trust. The violence we unleashed upon others under Dutch's command weighed heavily on my conscience; it ate away at what remained of my moral compass.

Unveiling Hypocrisy

Dutch always claimed that he wanted freedom for us all – freedom from oppression and tyranny imposed upon us by those who believed themselves superior.But now I see through his words.I see hypocrisy lurking beneath his charismatic facade.As we clashed with lawmen,fellow gangs,and innocent souls alike,it became evident that Dutch had become consumed by power.He relished in chaos,the thrill of confrontation,a far cry from the noble intentions he once professed.At times,I wondered if this transformation took place gradually or if it had always been part of him hidden away until circumstances allowed it to surface.

Family Bonds Strengthened

While doubts about our leader filled every crevice within me,I found solace amidst family bonds forged within this outlaw life.John Marston,in particular,became someone I looked up to,someone whose strength served as an inspiration.His dedication towards providing for his family resonated deeply with me.John's unwavering loyalty to Dutch baffled me at times,but I couldn't help but admire the love he held for those close to him.He reminded me of what truly mattered in life – not power or fame, but the people we hold dear.

The Weight of Regret

Regret is a heavy burden that weighs down even the strongest of men. Each day, as my health deteriorates further, I am haunted by memories of our violent past and the lives we have taken. The faces flash before my eyes - innocent souls caught in our whirlwind of chaos.

I can no longer ignore this nagging feeling deep within my chest; it gnaws at me relentlessly. There must be more to life than robbing and killing, surely? Is this all there is for us?

Redemption Beckons

Redemption...a word that carries hope amidst despair.It whispers promises of forgiveness,a chance at salvation.But how does one redeem themselves from such a dark path? Can redemption ever truly wash away sins committed under Dutch's command?

As doubts continue their relentless assault on my mind,I find myself yearning for something different,something better.Perhaps it is time to let go,to break free from these chains that bind us.Beneath the dust-covered layers lies an Arthur Morgan who longs for peace and purpose.A man who seeks forgiveness not only from others but also himself.

Conclusion

The sun has dipped below the horizon,the last rays fading into darkness.I sit here alone with thoughts swirling like vultures above.As tuberculosis consumes what remains of this frail body,it becomes clear that questioning Dutch's leadership was inevitable.At times,I wish things could have been different,wish we could have found another way.Yet perhaps,this journey has served its purpose,made us question our own morality.The road ahead may be uncertain,but one thing holds true: change begins within oneself,and redemption is not found in a leader, but in the choices we make for our own souls.


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