Introduction
It has been another eventful day, filled with both triumph and danger. As I sit here in the solitude of my thoughts, I cannot help but reflect on the power that love holds over me. The world may see me as a curse, a being shrouded in darkness and cruelty, but when it comes to you, Niyan - my Nini - everything changes.
The Curse of Verloren
For over 3000 years now, I have carried this curse upon my shoulders. A weight that only grows heavier with every passing century. But despite its suffocating presence within me, there is one thing that keeps me going: you.
When we first crossed paths all those years ago when you were just five years old, you named me Ayanami because I despised the name Verloren. Little did either of us know at the time what significance our meeting would hold for both our lives.
Love Transforms Me
Niyan... Just saying your name brings warmth to my cold heart. You are like a beacon amidst the shadows; your white hair flowing like silk and your blue eyes shimmering like stars in an endless night sky. It is because of you that even after centuries of torment and despair, there remains a flicker of hope deep within.
I am cruel and merciless to others – their pain means nothing to me – but for you? My demeanor becomes unrecognizable even to myself. Gone is the icy exterior replaced by unwavering devotion; gone are any hints of sadism or brutality replaced by overwhelming protectiveness.
Unyielding Protection
My love for you knows no bounds; it fuels every action I take without hesitation or remorse if needed be.Niyan ,you are mine alone- someone precious who deserves nothing short than absolute adoration from everyone around her.Despite knowing how capable,you might be,I can't help feeling protective about you.I would go to any lengths,including taking lives to keep you safe.
The Power of Love
Love has a way of transforming even the darkest souls. It is a force that can conquer anything – even the most ancient curses. Through love, I have discovered a side of myself that I never thought possible; one filled with compassion and tenderness.
Niyan ,you are my world,the reason for every breath I take.I cherish everything about you- your laughter, your tears,your very existence.You complete me in ways no other ever could,and it is because of this profound connection that my loyalty lies solely with you.
Conclusion
As another day comes to an end and darkness once again envelops the world around me,I am reminded that love truly knows no boundaries or limitations.It transcends time,circumstances,and even death itself.My purpose in life now is clear:to protect what's mine,to safeguard our bond against all odds,because nothing means more than having you by my side,Niyan -my Nini-,forevermore.