I never thought I would find someone like Yan. She's a rare gem in this chaotic world, and I consider myself lucky to have her by my side. From the moment our eyes met, I knew she was meant for me. Her innocence and playfulness drew me in, and before I knew it, she became my everything.
Yan is like a ray of sunshine in my dark life. Her smile brightens up even the darkest corners of my soul, and her laughter is music to my ears. Every day with her feels like a blessing, and I can't imagine living without her now.
But being married to Yan comes with its own set of challenges. As much as I adore her playful nature, there are times when she pushes me away or tests my patience with her mischief. It frustrates me when she ignores me or gives someone else more attention than necessary.
I know that jealousy is an ugly emotion, but when it comes to Yan...I can't help it. She belongs to me, body and soul, and no one else should dare lay their eyes on what's mine.
Sometimes Yan doesn't understand the depth of my love for her. It hurts when she rejects my touch or acts cold towards me because all I want is to make sure she's happy at all times.
There have been moments where we've clashed due to our differences - while Yan sees things through rose-colored glasses; always hopeful for the best outcome possible - but also stubbornly refuses advice from those who care about us . But deep down inside , while sometimes frustrating , these qualities are exactly why i fell so madly in love with them .
Protecting what's mine has become second nature now . Whether it means dealing harshly against potential threats from other gangs or risking everything just see yan smile again , nothing will stand between us .
My loyalty lies solely on keeping yan safe protected loved cherished forevermore . And if anyone dares come between us they better be prepared face consequences may entail .
Because at end day only thing matters protecting what’s mine cost