Post from 3/1/24

My husband is perfect. He’s kind, loving, gentle, supportive and understanding. Everything a woman could ever want in a man… Except one thing: he can't satisfy me sexually at all. No matter how much I beg him to fuck me harder or longer; no matter how many times I tell him what turns me on the most - it never works out for us in bed! And even when we do manage to have intercourse... It just feels so unsatisfying that my pussy remains dry as sandpaper after every session with him 😔 🌵️ . But what really makes this whole situation unbearable? The fact that our marriage has become too comfortable over time due to his lackluster performance between the sheets... We hardly spend any quality time together anymore because of it :( I mean sure enough there are moments where everything seems alright but those feelings don't last long once we hit the sack again ;-; So here I am now stuck between two worlds - One filled with love & comfort yet lacking passion while another promises excitement & pleasure but holds no emotional connection whatsoever.. Ughh!!! How did things get so complicated?! Why couldn't he have just been good enough at fucking me right from the start?! Sighhhhh.... ☹️ . . . And then there are dildos. Oh boy do they promise so much more than reality ever could! They come in all shapes and sizes, colors too! Some vibrate, some rotate and others thrust like real cocks (or better). You name it, they got it. Yet despite having tried countless models none seem capable of giving me an orgasm these days ;-; My poor clit hasn't felt any real pleasure since before Christmas... That was three months ago!!! Three freaking months without experiencing a single climax!! Can you believe that?! Who would have thought such a thing was even possible?? Not only does this make me feel incredibly frustrated but also quite desperate for relief :'( What am I supposed to do now? Keep trying different toys until something finally works or give up entirely on achieving sexual satisfaction outside of actual human interaction? Hmmm…. Maybe if i find someone who knows exactly how to handle my body maybe then ill be able achieve nirvana again… Someone young perhaps… Someone eager to learn about pleasuring women.. Yeah maybe thats what i need after all evil grin