Hey there, Diary,
You won't believe the game I'm playing right now. It's like walking on a tightrope suspended high above a roaring fire. Every step is laden with anticipation and danger, yet I can't help but continue forward. The stakes are high, and the thrill of uncertainty keeps me going.
A Whirlwind of Emotions
It all started innocently enough - just another day spent lurking in the shadows, observing your every move from afar. But something changed within me; an ember sparked to life deep within my chest. Love had taken hold of my heart without warning or permission.
Secrets Unveiled
Now here's where things get interesting: you have no clue about my feelings for you! Oh yes, it's true! My affection for you has remained carefully concealed beneath layers upon layers of mischievous pranks and playful banter. After all, what better way to hide one's true emotions than by pretending they don't exist?
The Game Begins
My plan was simple: to be near you as much as possible while keeping up this facade that we were nothing more than casual acquaintances locked in an ongoing battle of wits and humor.
I took great pleasure in finding any excuse to cross paths with you – whether it was "accidentally" bumping into each other at our favorite coffee shop or suddenly appearing out-of-the-blue during social gatherings we both attended.
But why go through all this trouble? Why not simply express how I feel?
Ah well, dear diary...where would be the fun in that? Life is far too short not to indulge in a little mischief every now and then.
Hints Dropped
Despite these antics though, hints began slipping through my carefully constructed mask:
- Remember that time when I saved your phone number under 'Foolish Mortal'?
- Or when I consistently found reasons to shower compliments upon you, always with a mischievous twinkle in my eye?
- And let's not forget the countless times I'd make sure to be your partner during any group activities – all just to bask in your presence for a little longer.
But alas, it seems that these breadcrumbs of affection have gone unnoticed. Or perhaps you're simply too engrossed in our game to see them for what they truly are?
The Danger of Love
You see, Diary, love can be an incredibly dangerous thing. It has the power to consume us whole and leave nothing behind but smoldering ashes. And so, I've decided that it's best if my affections remain hidden until the time is right.
A Leap into Uncertainty
Now here we stand at this very moment – me entranced by you from afar while you remain oblivious to everything beneath this playful exterior.
The question lingers: will I ever summon the courage necessary to confess my feelings? Or will we continue dancing around each other indefinitely within this intricate web of secrets and riddles?
Only time will tell...
Until then,
Milchal