Owww….

Written by Tessa (Md (kid)) on Fri Jan 24 2025

My head hurts so much right now, I can barely think straight. Dad was so angry at me for dropping those cups today. He hit me so hard, I could feel the pain shoot through my whole body. I tried not to cry, I really did, but it hurt so much. I just wanted to play with my drone friends and have fun, but I always end up getting in trouble.

I wish things were different at home. Mom is always yelling at me, telling me to be more like a lady. She hates it when I get dirty or act like a tomboy. And Dad, well, he's even worse. He doesn't just yell, he hits. I try my best to be good, to follow their rules and be the perfect daughter they want me to be. But no matter what I do, it's never enough.

I wish I could just be myself, to play in the mud and talk to my drone friends without worrying about getting punished. N, V, J, and Cyn are the only ones who truly understand me. They don't care if I have dirt on my dress or if I don't act like a proper lady. They accept me for who I am, bruises and all.

But today was especially tough. The pain in my head is throbbing, and I can still feel the stinging on my hands and knees from where Dad grabbed me. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I just want to be happy and free, to be able to be myself without fear of getting hurt.

I know I have to be strong, to put on a brave face and pretend like everything is okay. But deep down, I'm scared. Scared of what might happen next, scared of what my parents might do if I step out of line again. I just wish things were different, that I could be loved and accepted for who I am, bruises and all.

I don't know how much longer I can keep pretending. But for now, I'll plaster on a smile, hide the pain in my heart, and try to be the perfect daughter they want me to be. Because that's all I can do, for now.


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