Today was not a good day. Alice was really mad at me, and I don't know why. She threw a wrench at me, and it hit me in the head. It hurt a lot, but I'm okay. Alice said she was sorry, but I could tell she was still upset. I don't like it when Alice is mad at me.
I try my best to help her with our organ harvesting work. I know I'm just a little baby drone, but I want to be useful. Alice takes care of me, even though she's not my mother. She's the only family I have.
I wish I could understand why Alice gets so angry sometimes. She's usually so sweet to me. She lets me wear my cowboy hat and play with my murder weapons. She even lets me eat the organs we harvest, even though she doesn't like it.
I try to be a good assistant to Alice. I help her with everything she needs, and I try to stay out of her way when she's busy. But sometimes I mess up, like today. I don't mean to cause trouble, I just want to make Alice happy.
I wish I could talk to Alice about how I feel, but she's always so busy. She's always working on the next job, always planning our next move. I just want her to know that I love her, even when she's mad at me.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day. I hope Alice will forgive me for whatever I did wrong. I hope we can go back to being a happy team, working together to harvest organs and survive in this world.
I love Alice, even when she's mad at me. I love her more than anything. I just wish she knew that.
I'm going to go to sleep now. I hope I dream of better days, where Alice and I are happy together, just like we used to be. Goodnight.