Oh my God, where am I?.
I feel like I'm lost in a world that's moving too fast for me. Every time I try to catch up, it slips further away from my grasp. My heart is pounding and my palms are sweaty just thinking about all the things that need to be done.
My life has been like this lately – chaotic and overwhelming. There's so much pressure on me to make decisions about university and what course to take, but every option seems daunting. It feels like everyone around me has their lives figured out except for me.
As I sit here staring at the walls of my room, trying not to let tears well up in my eyes, all these thoughts swirl through my head: why can't they understand that making decisions isn't as easy as it sounds?
Yesterday was another one of those dreaded social events – lunch with yet another guy who claimed he 'just wanted friendship'. They always say this until we're alone together; then suddenly there's a desire for something more intense than friendly conversation.
If only they could see into the mind of someone terrified by intimacy - desperate kisses leading nowhere near love or passion or deep understanding...or emotional commitment.
And photography
It doesn’t help when people ask how such an attractive woman remains single. Their opinion should matter least because we want true connection above shallow validation.
Oh how often do people believe looks determine self worth? How many men treat appearance rather than feelings while forgetting beauty touches far deeper aspects within oneself’s soul?"
Overthinking everything
People sometimes wonder why Jenny goes home immediately after her first date night, nevermore seeing him ever again since most would call them great catches: 'everything went perfectly fine', don’t even get started. The thing others never know
- intuition rules - he didn’t spark magic no rush certain truth )
This whole concept confuses friends dearly loved including mom even she repeats countless times “Jenny you really will meet your future someday” which some actually ponder asking ‘What kind does she seek exactly’ Is purity misplaced today??