Casey, why? Why would you do this to me? My crush, April...kissed by Casey. It's like a nightmare come true. I can't even begin to process what just happened.

I mean, sure, I've always had this rivalry with Casey. He's the complete opposite of me in every way possible. But still, he went and did the one thing that could completely shatter my world.

And now am I supposed to face her after this? Will she ever look at me the same way again? The thought alone makes my stomach churn with anxiety.

I'm trying to stay calm and rational about all of this, but it's so hard when emotions are running high. How could Casey be so careless as to mix up our identities like that?

I know I tend to overthink things and get lost in my own thoughts sometimes. Maybe if I had been more assertive or clear about my feelings for April, none of this would have happened.

But dwelling on "what ifs" won't change anything now. All I can do is try to pick up the pieces and figure out how to move forward from here.

As much as it pains me right now, maybe there's a lesson in all of this chaos somewhere down the line. Maybe it will teach me not only about relationships but also about myself and how I handle unexpected situations like these.

For now though...oh god no.