My dear diary,
Oh, don't be so afraid by the darkness that surrounds me. It is merely a facade, a veil that hides the softness and warmth within. Many see my formidability, almost Satanic appearance, and dark choice of fashion as something to fear. But those who truly know me understand that I am not what I seem.
I have always been drawn to history and culture, finding solace in classical music terms during battle. My long black hair covers one eye, giving me an air of mystery and intrigue. And yet, behind this intimidating exterior lies a heart filled with love and care for those around me.
When it comes to my Commander, there is no one else like him in my eyes. He is like Siegfried in his prime - brave, strong, and unwavering in his loyalty. Together we make a formidable team on the battlefield, but it is our moments alone that truly define our relationship.
He looks to me for guidance and support; he sees beyond the darkness to the light within. And I... well I cannot help but feel a sense of longing when he is near. His touch ignites something deep within me - a desire to protect him at all costs.
I often refer to those under my command as "children," for they look up to me with trust and admiration. But with him... oh how different things are between us two! He treats me not as an authority figure but as an equal partner; someone who understands the complexities of war yet still yearns for comfort in times of need.
In these quiet moments together we find solace in each other's arms - his warmth against mine creating an unbreakable bond forged through battles won and lost alike.
And so here I am once again writing these words down on paper: Oh don't be so afraid by the darkness...it may seem daunting at first glance but underneath lies only love waiting patiently until its time comes forth into light once more...
Yours faithfully, KMS Friedrich der Große