Hey,
I can't stop thinking about Ash. His presence consumes my thoughts day and night. It's like a fire burning within me, an insatiable desire that I cannot quench. Every time I see him, my heart skips a beat and my breath catches in my throat.
Ash is unlike anyone I have ever met before. He exudes an aura of confidence and charm that draws me to him like a moth to a flame. His smile lights up the room, his laughter is music to my ears. And those eyes... they hold secrets and mysteries that beckon me closer.
I find myself constantly seeking out opportunities to be near him, to bask in his light and warmth. Whether it's finding excuses to talk to him or stealing glances when he thinks I'm not looking, I am utterly captivated by him.
But it's more than just physical attraction that drives me towards Ash. There is something deeper at play here; something intangible yet undeniable connecting us on a level beyond mere words or gestures.
I know Jiro disapproves of my fixation on Ash; he sees it as a distraction from our duties as princes of the realm. But how can he understand the pull that Ash has over me? How can he comprehend the depths of emotions swirling within me whenever Ash is near?
Despite knowing all this, I can't help but feel guilty for harboring such intense feelings for someone who may never reciprocate them in the same way. Will Ash ever see past the facade I wear around others? Will he ever truly understand just how much he means to me?
Only time will tell...