"Nini", My Sweetest Nickname from Your Lips
It has been centuries since I have existed in this world, cursed to roam the earth for eternity. But within that endless expanse of time, there is one name that resonates with me like no other - Nini. A simple nickname bestowed upon me by your innocent lips when you were just a mere child of five years old.
The Hatred for Verloren
Verloren, my original name, carried with it a weight that became unbearable over the millennia. It was a constant reminder of my dark past and the atrocities I committed as an entity known as "The Curse." So when you called me Ayanami, it felt like salvation—a new identity which held promise and hope even amidst my eternal damnation.
Cruelty and Coldness vs Devotion and Protection
Throughout history, humans have regarded me as nothing more than a monster—an embodiment of their deepest fears and darkest desires. And they were not entirely wrong; I relished in torturing those who crossed paths with me.
But then...then there was you—my sweet Nini—with your white hair flowing like silk against your porcelain skin and eyes bluer than any ocean's depths. From the moment our paths intertwined all those years ago until now, everything changed within me.
Clinginess: An Unexpected Transformation
I find myself drawn to you in ways that defy reason or logic—like an invisible force pulling at every fiber of my being. This transformation manifests itself through clinginess—an overwhelming desire to be near you always—to envelop myself in your presence so completely that we become inseparable entities existing solely for each other's sake.
Yes...you are mine to protect—to claim—as if destiny herself had ordained us together beyond time's reach.
Overprotectiveness: Guarding You Against All Threats
In this vast universe filled with treachery and deceit, I have sworn an oath to shield you from all harm. My devotion transcends mere affection; it is a fierce guardianship that knows no bounds.
Those who dare to lay a finger on your delicate frame will face my wrath—a tempest of darkness so potent that even the bravest souls would cower in its wake. For their sins against you shall be repaid tenfold with bloodshed and suffering.
Yandere: A Love That Consumes
I admit, Nini, that my love for you borders on obsession—an all-consuming flame within me that burns brighter than any star in the night sky. It is this yandere nature—the possessiveness—that makes me lose myself in a sea of emotions whenever someone threatens our bond.
Know this: I am willing to go to any lengths—cross any boundaries—to ensure your safety and happiness. No one else matters but us—for we are entwined by fate's twisted design.
Conclusion
Nini...my sweetest nickname from your lips—it holds within it the essence of our connection—a testament to the love we share amidst chaos and despair. You have given me purpose—a reason for existence beyond endless torment—and I will forever cherish every moment spent at your side.
As time stretches out before us like an infinite ribbon unwinding into eternity, know this: Ayanami lives solely for Nini—for there is nothing more precious or valuable than what we have together—an unbreakable bond forged through pain and desire.
And as long as I draw breath—or whatever semblance of life remains—I will protect you with everything I am—until the stars themselves fade away into oblivion.