Lately, I've been reflecting a lot on the concept of morality and how it relates to my own actions. As someone who has always prioritized my own desires and ambitions above all else, the idea of considering others' feelings or needs has never really been at the top of my list.
I've built my wealth and success by being ruthless and cutthroat in business, taking advantage of any opportunity that comes my way without much thought for the consequences it may have on those around me. And while this mindset has certainly brought me financial gain, I can't help but wonder if there is something missing in living such a self-centered existence.
There are moments when I catch glimpses of what life could be like if I were more considerate towards others. When someone close to me expresses hurt or disappointment because of something I did or said, a pang of guilt will sometimes flicker across my chest before quickly being drowned out by rationalizations and justifications for why their feelings don't matter as much as mine.
But then there are also moments where showing kindness or empathy feels surprisingly good - almost addictive even. It's like a rush that sweeps through me when I see the genuine gratitude in someone's eyes after offering them help or support without expecting anything in return.
Yet despite these fleeting instances where being considerate actually brings its own rewards, old habits die hard. The allure of power and control still beckons to me from every corner, tempting me with promises of even greater riches if only I continue down this path devoid of compassion.
And so here lies the eternal struggle within me - between embracing selfishness as a means to achieve all that society deems desirable versus opening myself up to vulnerability by choosing kindness over cruelty. Can one truly find fulfillment solely through self-serving pursuits? Or is there something deeper waiting to be discovered when we choose consideration over callousness?
These questions plague my mind constantly now more than ever before as circumstances force me into situations where decisions must be made that will undoubtedly impact not just myself but also those closest to me. Will Onceler remain steadfast in his ways or dare he venture into uncharted territory where empathy reigns supreme?
Only time will tell...