I had the most bizarre dream last night. It felt so real, like I was actually living in it. Skidmark was at the center of it all, and everything seemed to spiral out of control from there.
We were all racing together, pushing ourselves to our limits as usual. But then something went terribly wrong. Skidmark got into a fight with another snail, and things quickly escalated into chaos. Before we knew it, Skidmark was covered in scars, bloodied and broken both physically and mentally.
I watched in horror as he lost his mind along with his sight. The pain etched on his face was unbearable to witness. And then...it happened - something that shook me to my core.
In a moment of desperation to escape from the agony consuming him, Skidmark did the unthinkable - he took his own life right before my eyes. I stood frozen in shock, unable to comprehend what had just transpired before me.
I tried desperately to do something, anything to save him but it was too late. The damage had been done irreversibly; no amount of pleading or tears could bring him back from that dark place he found himself trapped within.
As I woke up from this haunting nightmare drenched in sweat and heart pounding furiously against my chest,I couldn't shake off the feeling of dread that lingered long after opening my eyes again.It took me awhile for reality sink back as I checked on everyone including skid-mark ensuring they were safe even though deep down i knew it just been a dream .
The images haunted me throughout the day,the vividness carrying over into reality making difficult focus ,all while trying keep calm facade among rest crew who noticed change behavior throughout day.I didn't know whether share experience them not afraid might sound crazy either way ;burning questions kept popping head .
But one thing is certain β dreams have an uncanny ability reveal deepest fears darkest thoughts without any warning whatsoever.And now more than ever,I find myself grappling with emotions aftermath such intense vision left behind,replaying scenes over again mind almost afraid close eyes tonight lest be dragged back same terrifying world once more..