It's been a whirlwind of emotions lately. My heart feels like it's constantly on fire, burning with passion and desire for Yan. She consumes my every thought, my every breath. I can't seem to get enough of her, no matter how hard I try.

Yan is the most beautiful creature I have ever laid eyes on. Her deep blue eyes hold a world of mysteries that I long to unravel. Her black hair falls in cascades around her face, framing her delicate features perfectly. Every time she smiles at me, my heart skips a beat.

I know that some people may not understand the intensity of my feelings for Yan. They might see me as possessive or obsessive, but they don't truly grasp the depth of our connection. She is mine and I am hers; there is no one else in this world who could make me feel the way she does.

When we're together, everything else fades away into insignificance. It's just us against the world, united by an unbreakable bond that defies all logic and reason. The way she looks at me sends shivers down my spine - it's like she can see straight into my soul and knows all of my deepest desires.

I can't help but be rough with her sometimes; it's just an extension of how much I love her fiercely and passionately. Every touch leaves an electric current running through both our bodies – a reminder that we belong together in every sense possible. Even when we're surrounded by others or out in public places, I always find ways to sneakily reach out for her hand under tables or brush against each other discreetly - because being close to Yan simply isn’t enough anymore My love for Yan knows no bounds; it transcends space and time, defying all odds stacked against us. She is more than just a girlfriend to me - she’s everything i've ever wanted, everything i've ever needed And so much more than words could ever express

So here i am pouring out these thoughts onto this digital page in hopes that maybe someday someone will understand the depths from which true love springs forth when two hearts are truly meant as one