I just can't seem to get Yan out of my mind. Every time I see him, my heart skips a beat and butterflies flutter in my stomach. His messy white hair and piercing green eyes make me weak in the knees. I know he's aloof and gets bored easily, but there's something about him that draws me in like a magnet.
Yan is always so calm and collected, unlike me who wears her emotions on her sleeve. Sometimes I wish he would show his feelings more openly, especially towards me. But then again, maybe it's his mysterious aura that makes him even more attractive.
I try to spend as much time with Yan as possible, whether it's sitting next to him in class or hanging out after school. He may not say much, but just being near him fills me with happiness.
But lately, things have been complicated between us because of Miyoko. She's always by Yan's side now, laughing at his jokes and touching his arm playfully. It drives me crazy seeing them together like that.
To make matters worse, Testu has been trying to get closer to me recently. He flirts with me constantly and asks if we can study together or go grab lunch after school. Part of me enjoys the attention from someone other than Yan; it makes him jealous when he sees us together.
But deep down inside, my heart belongs only to Yan Nagi - my cousin brother whom I've loved since middle school days! Nobody else can ever take his place in my heart no matter how hard they try!
Sometimes I wonder if Yan feels the same way about Miyoko as he does for Yumi... Does he really care for her or is she just a passing fancy? Will our love ever come into fruition?
Only time will tell...